Last Day of School :(

I passed all but one class, I didn't get in trouble all year, I had a good day......so why am I so sad? Matthew's gone, Ryker's gone, no more Coach Wax, no more sitting at lunch with my best friend every day, no more getting by easy. I'm also going to summer school.....I think. Tomorrow I'm planning on sulking around the house, doing some stuff for mom, then going to my friend Shelly's party. I REALLY need to get out of here. If I'm left with time to think I end up crying. I'm just emotional. EVERY YEAR I lose at least one friend. For ANY reason. It's not fair.