Um, How old are you again?

So my mom may not want me to spread her business, so I won't. I will just ask, why do adults act so juvenille? I am sixteen years old and all my life I have been put down by older people. They all tell me that I am not as capable of thinking for myself and making good decisions as they are, simply because I was born a few years after them. I think I am smart and mature for my age. And I also think that everyone is just as capable of screwing up as I am. So what I want to know is, at exactly what age are people suposed to be considered "grown up"? Is it just an age thing? I don't believe it is. I think you mature as fast as you want and you learn everything you know from experiance, plain and simple. I think everyone is the same when they are upset or feel strongly about something, and I think everyone is the same when they want to do bad things to purposely hurt people. It doesn't matter how old you are. It is so stupid what happens to people when they don't get their way. No matter how old, they all become whining toddlers, banging their head on the floor and screaming until someone finally gives them what they want. No one can get what they want all the time. It's not possible. Everyone needs to be told no once and a while, including myself. If something doesn't go your way, deal with it people! Don't blame your race, sexuality, age, religion, weight, etc. Sometimes things just don't happen in your favor. What I don't understand is why all the adults keep telling me to grow up when most of them turn into children when something COMPLETELY STUPID makes them a little upset. Everyone wants someone to blame and take it out on, and they don't care how it will effect that person. And as for social status? WHO CARES IF YOU HAVE 5 FRIENDS OR 50 BILLION?! The truth is, no one is completely honest and trustworthy, and you don't really know who your true friends are until you need them the most. Everyone has always told me that life isn't fair. I have learned that on my own, and I think it's about time all you spoiled toddlers out there do too.

Junior, Class of 2011

I am in eleventh grade now and alot of things have gone down. I am closer to the end of my tormenting high school career and my sixteenth birthday. I am still in band.....going strong, and I don't have a boyfriend, but I really don't want one. I am very tired right now since it was practice day and it's the first week of school so I thankfully don't have homework......and um....that's it.

2 weeks left, stupid american idol

Okay, so there is 2 weeks left of school as the title has said and.....I'm actually feeling pretty good. Hey, no summer school. My only real worry is that I pass band. This weekend I am going to practice. I need to pass my final that's all. I really hope I can do it. Band is like a need for me. I need to get better so the leader of my section isn't so hopeless for me too. Like, I am a good marcher I am just not the best player because I've really let myself go since I am not in the ensemble. Anyway, I REFUSE to watch American Idol anymore. Right after rock week, like, ADAM AND ALLISON WEEEEEK, they kick my beloved Allison off. Danny Gokey does not deserve to be there!!!! I am sooo mad. I still hope my baby-daddy Adam wins but as for now I am not watching it. I am going to close now by saying a farewell to my seniors. I will miss them deeply and I hope they all do well after school. GRACIAS!http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/recaps/top_4_results

so unfair what happen to Allison. She is still going to go far!!!

Humph Guess What

Well, first off the kinda good news. I watched the finale of Rupaul's Drag Race before my cable got cut off and Bebe won. I WAS rooting for Nina but at least she got hospitality queen at the reunion and that skank Rebecca didn't win. I also can still get local channels so I can watch American Idol and thank God Allison and Adam and Anoop are still here. I LOVE ALLISON and I would have Adam's bebes. So the not so good news, my "great" boyfriend dumped me so I guess I'm going to be single for the rest of High School. Yes, there are more important things in life and yes I just took part 1 of my graduation exit exam so I need to worry about passing that and graduating but he just really hurt me. I trusted him and I was serious about him, but....whatever. Guys suck, let's just get that straight. Anywho...I am nearly to the end of this year already. I know, time flies right? And then it's finally NO SUMMER SCHOOL and band camp hopefully if my director passes me. Meanwhile I am trying to get some money to get into Driver's Ed so....DONATIONS ARE BEING ACCEPTED AT THIS TIME. I am terrified to drive but I need to get a license if I am going to be a member of society. Peace out peeple who aren't reading this. Oh and I'm still a vegetarian, have been for 9 months and 3 weeks. Yay me! HOPE ALLISON WINS AGAIN. VOTE FOR HER!!!!

WOW It's Been A While

I'm nearly finished with my sophmore year and I can't keep up with a blog because we don't have internet at home. But I just a few things I would like to brag about- I got my scheduling done for next year and I won't have to do much class wise when I am a senior. I have a new boyfriend, a stable one, a YOUNG one, and I really like him and hope that we stay together for a while since he's pretty much the thinnest one and most overall sweetest and attractive one that I have dated. I also have good grades (other than my band grade because of a certain band director who will remain nameless). My house is the cleanest it's ever been, and I am almost 16. Well....in about 6 months I will be. I am not failing math though so no summer school this year. YAY! Next year I'm taking Algebra 2 though, so hopefully I at least pass with a D. My Mom is coming around to the me dating thing. She actually let us go on a sort of date and he's come over a couple times. It's getting a little boring but we'll keep ourselves entertained somehow. We took him grocery shopping last weekend.[:( My hair is like nearly 30 inches and I will soon be donating it to Locks Of Love for the children with cancer to make wigs. As soon as I get over the seperation anxiety of my really long hair, I will cut it. Maybe a nice bob will look good. Hahaha. So, I just need to enjoy the 2 months left of school and not fail my standardized test and enjoy my spring break and on to Junior Year! And hopefully (yes I use this word often) another year of band and a decent relationship. By the way I am like in love with this new reality show. It's called Rupaul's Drag Race on logo. Check it out, those guys are pretty. I hope Nina wins! Also on American Idol I love Allison. I hope she wins too! Anyway, I gotta jet. Bonamuffin, out!http://www.americanidol.com/contestants/season_8/allison_iraheta/

Dreadfull

It's Tuesday. I don't have band practice this week at least, but I literally have only 2 more days of summer left. That sucks. I haven't even gotten my supplies yet. Come to think of it, they never gave me a supply list either. Monday was orientation. Other than just getting my schedule, it was a big waste of time. I got up early and momma had to go to work late for basically nothing. But I don't know, I'm kind of excited. It's HIGH SCHOOL, officially. Ya know? I'm not looked down on so much this year. I've upgraded from stupid little freshman to stupid little sophmore. So, hey MOVING UP! My birthday is coming up next month too. Then I will officially be legal to work and drive. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. It's not like I can actually spend my own money if I have any. I owe people money already and my mom probably won't give me a chance to. So, hopefully this year is okay and I don't die or fail or anything. See ya!

The Last Show

Today was the last show. It was sad, but fun to destroy all the sets. The show was great everything was great. I took some peices of the set home with me. I didn't go to the cast party, which I think was a wise choice. But yeah, I'm sad I won't do it anymore, but all good things must come to an end. Speaking of good things, the concert last night was amazing. (thanks Laura) I had about the best spot I could get in a very crowded amusement park, they were amazing, and I didn't get alot of good pictures, but Joel at least had more energy than last time. I am really really tired now, so I thin I'll just post a bunch of pics. Later.