So tired

I'm so frickin sick of summer school. I am sleepier and sleepier every day no matter HOW early I go to bed. Then I do the same crap I do every day except every day it gets harder and harder. I do well on the work, but I suck at doing the end of the unit tests. On top of that I have virtually no social life other than the 3 friends I have at summer school and the people that I know tell me not to talk to them anymore. Am I really that much of a disease? I'm just so tired of everything. More than once a day I ask myself, "What's the point?" It doesn't seem like it matters how hard I try to do ANYTHING I always fail in some way or let down someone. Well, I have 25 units of work to do in a period of 4 days, plus the weekend, which you would think is enough time. Oh no. I have four hours in summer school, it takes me 2 hours to do one lesson. It's THAT hard. And I do get it right eventually, but when it comes up in the test at the end I apparently don't know it. Stupid algebra......everything has specific rules and I can't remember all of them. I wrote down EVERYTHING I learned in this past unit and I still got a D on the test. I keep wondering what is so wrong with me or why I even bother to try. I still don't know......